This is me

I am a flower that blossoms and wilts
I am a blanket soft and fragile silk
I think of myself different than others do
I take pride in individuality
Just one of the things I do

I see myself in a most critical light
I sometimes think I’m stupid when others say I’m bright
If I don’t try my hardest I hate my very sight
I aim for perfection perfects my guiding light

I don’t let myself sink in with the rest
something inside me makes me work to be best
theirs nothing Ill be happy with doing halfway
Theirs very little I’m afraid to say

My friends are my heroes
I value the kind
I know if I search
a treasure I’ll find

I pressure myself
to do what some say cant be done
But I can be my worst enemy
Once the race is run

Some say I am negative
really I’m not
I just sometimes hate myself
not all that I’ve got

some days I am happy
some days sad to say the least
Some days I eat next to nothing
some days a feast

And if I go off track
I criticize myself more than others could
I aim for perfect
Where others aim for good

That is me if you choose to accept
All though you don’t have to
but be warned this secret wont be kept
I know who I am that you cannot change

So take it or leave it
I don’t really care
But if u need a friend
know the offers still their

Friends

I have the most amazing friends in the world. One thing about each of them that makes them amazing is...

Sara- She always puts up with me when im mad at something...like every other day:P
Kennie- She always reminds me of who I want to be
Emma- She still writes to me even though I havent seen her in like 2 years
Mariah- She's never ever a backstabber
Jean- She always has time for whats important
Becka-Rae (Rebecca)- She knows im insane and still loves me
This song really says the way that I feel about my friends...
just follow the link to listen to it!!!http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jfPngX_4qcw&mode=related&search=

Advice to myself in the past

I found this on another blog and it seemed really cool so I decided that I would try it!!!

Age 5- Your not really that pretty so you can stop singing
Age 6- Your teacher thinks your stupid...take advantage of it
Age 7- Figure out how to find your own way to the bathroom
Age 8- Your teacher is an evil villan in disguise...dont let your gaurd down
Age 9- Stop trying to fit in with people that are rude to you and just be yourself
Age 10- See age 5
Age 11- umm...brush your teeth and dont be embarassed of your gifts
Age 12- Stop trying to be like everybody else...if people insult you they are just jealous.
Age 13- Dont do School, stay in milk and drink your drugs!!!

Tell me what you think!!!

HAPPY!

things that make me happy:

• Skating
• Running
• swimming
• stretching
• music(check out my last post!)
• painted toenails:P(im normal...right???lol)
• acting
• eating lolololol
• strange things

Music

My fave songs:

Breakaway-Kellie Clarckson
Who Said-Miley Cyrus
Whatever Life - haley duff
Punch Rocker - Emma Roberts
Girlfriend - Avril Lavigne

This is me


I guess all along I was never like you
Born in a small town but liked a big view
Smile for the cameras do what you love
And even though it hurts don’t ever give up
Small town girl just wasn’t me
I tried so hard I couldn’t be
I like the lights im not afraid
Smile when you feel like crying always be brave
Its like what I loved I couldn’t do
Im starting to wonder if that was all you
Swimming against the waves all my life
Starting to wonder if I might turn out all right
Swim to a sandy shore
The tide is strong but it’s a new door
Ride the waves and they carry you wrong
Be yourself personality strong and smile
Learn who you are
Smile through your rage
And when the sun comes up
It’s a brand new day
Passions burn inside of you
Lost and don’t know what to do
Afraid that you wont follow your dreams
And end up in the place your meant to be
Take it or leave it
This is me
I am me
I’ll never fail to be

Boyz Boyz Boyz

boys must be the most undeveloped creatures on earth! call a scientist...ive found the missing link!!! So...perhaps you are wondering what the reasoning is behind my comments on the male species??? consider this...

I had come home from figure skating just a little while ago and was extremley tired. I was laying down on the couch in the living room when someone knocked at the door and this guy(junior high) was standing there. I know him from the neighborhood and he's really bad at hiding that he likes me. He knew it was my house because he had been there before. Anyways, when my mom opened the door he looked somewhat shocked and said "um...i think i have the wrong house." my mom replied "oh? who were u looking for?" And this boy replies "um, chad". They were not looking for Chad because they knew I lived there so why on earth would they ask for Chad??? do they think my mother doesnt know I speak to the other gender???

Wait. It gets better. Upon looking outside my sister announced that his cousin is there too. My friend saw them beside our house preparing to knock on the door. Nice. Sneaky. someone tell them not to be secret agents or the future of our country will be in the hands of dimwits.